Reflecting Journey

In the last couple of years, had some interactions with few people gave very good experience. Some of them was too good, how a person can be so caring and out of they way someone can come and help when in need. Also few people though they can't be of big help knowing their inability to help still out of care they keep checking on every single day to make sure everything is ok and helping us to get over things, motivating encouraging and praying. Also I had few interactions with few people just broke the heart. After all the caring and doing everything beyond ability wasting all the time, money and energy just cos of the love and care for them. But when their things are taken care and when they found people with more money or who can be of better help they left and they are no where to be seen. Not being seen around is also fine, and not even having a little care about us is also fine, but the way they treat us once they get money breaks the heart. Sometimes its overwhelming cos we could have done all cos of love and care. How can be people so heartless without any love and care. Some times those breaking moments is needed to move on. Not everyone are destined to travel in our journey till the end. There are few people comes to our lives as blessing and few as lessons. Sometimes its really very difficult to forgive cos of the hurt. But I could feel God asking to forgive but its not that easy, its difficult. I have been struggling on that lately, of lot of struggle I have forgiven them. It was a time for me to reflect on how many times I have been like that as well to others, some times encouraging sometimes heartbreaking. If I would have been like that heartbreaking to anyone without my knowledge I ask of that forgiveness and will never ever do that mistake even without my knowledge and will be of encouraging to others. Also at the same time, its also a reminder not only to forgive them but not to forget what they have done in the past its not about grudge its about being aware of who they are and what they are capable to repeat the same mistakes over and over again. When they don't even realize what they have done, it’s a red flag and those people are not destined to be in our journey. As how we meet people in our train journey few people just have to stay around just for a station some of them for few more stations not everyone may be destined to travel through out. So lets not worry about who hurt and left us they are destined for us for a short period of time to teach a very valuable lesson to not repeat the mistake with anyone going forward caring, wasting time money and energy on anyone who don't appreciate. But at the same time there are few people who were sticking around even when we could have done nothing to them but they would have treasured us like anything those are the people who needs to be in the journey.