Why me?

Why me? Why me Lord.. This one question almost everyone one of us would have asked the lord in any point of time in our life’s. For silly silly reasons we would have asked the lord some times. When running late for school, when missed the last bus to school. When tyre got flattened while on the way to office. When our parents didn’t buy that expensive toy or they didn’t allow for a movie. when our friends didn’t let in their gang. When we didn’t get our favourite dress for our festivals. When we couldn’t get some matching jewels. Sometimes for even bigger things. Why me Lord why I’m not getting that admission in that school, college. Why me not getting that job opening, promotion, on-site. Why me why no one is falling love with me. Why me Why I’m not married, why I don’t have kids. Why me why I don’t have money to buy things bike, car, house. Why me Lord why I’m not able to start business, why I’m not able to find breakthrough in business. Why me why I couldn’t travel across the world, why I can’t have everything what others have. Sometimes even more serious things why me Lord why that sickness, why that financial loss, why that miscarriage, why losing my property, why me Lord. Why losing my loved ones, why me Lord Losing everything. If we think about it our why me Lord list goes on and on on a daily basis from small silly things to needed and very serious things. But have we ever wondered and thought about it the same why me Lord in a different perspective in our lives. Why me Lord why me.. Even when I’m running late to school even when I missed the last bus, u sent another bus or even I was late at school you helped to find favour to be let in why me. When the tyres got flattened u had protected me from an unknown danger ahead which I didn’t even know why me. When I was gribbing about not being included in friends gang you gave me one loyal friend why me. When I thought I couldn’t get admission in school or college but you gave me admission in even a better college why me why me Lord. When I couldn’t get even a basic job for years but you gave me a high paying job later which I don’t even deserve why me. The promotion that didn’t happen that year but later got a double promotion and that 100% hike which I wasn’t expecting why me Lord. Have we ever asked why me Lord why the job, for me when everyone around is jobless and layoffs happening. Why me Lord when I’m not able to start business or travel or buy things or don’t have money for all luxury but you have given all that things which is needed in my life may not be what all I wanted. Why me Lord, why have u given a lovely family to take care of me even I may not have lot of material things money or possessions. Why me Lord why giving that good health when lot of people are suffering with diseases and losing loved ones. Why have u kept me alive why me. Why me lord why me even when I go through sickness and suffering and pain why Lord why ur always there beside me caring for me healing me. Why me Lord why me even when I fail why u love me so much and give me new start why me. Why me Lord why me when I couldn’t find people to fall in love whom I wanted, but you send me genuine people who fall in love with me care for me more that I could think of. Why me lord why me even when I couldn’t conceive and have baby of my own, u send me kids whom I don’t even know sometimes to share the love with me why me Lord. Most of the times we only ask why me Lord when we don’t have something when we want something when we compare with what others have and what we don’t have and our hearts are always filled with questioning God of his provisions love and care. But at the same time when we question with a heart of Lord I don’t deserve lot of things I didn’t get all I wanted but still you are providing and leading things guiding things which may not be all I wanted but what I needed. We will have a grateful heart. It’s time for us to think why me Lord why me is our questions in our heart all the time is it of finding fault in everything and gribbing about it or it’s a grateful heart of saying why me Lord Why me why those blessings and grace in my life which I really don’t deserve.