Unexpected Break & Breakthrough

Last month end, I was going through a very tough phase in my life. As if I was holding on to the last rope of hope with almost everything was crashing. Only a few close friends of mine would know the phase I was going through. It was like there is no way ahead and whoever knows my situation would know there was no hope. I could feel that God is clearly talking to me lot of things and He is preparing me for something. But in that situation when the breakthrough wasn't happening and when you are more broken its really difficult. At that time only Annie has comedown from Belgium, she was casually saying she has decided to go to Naallumavadi for the Prayer which happens every month end. Immediately priya also said she will join, Reuben who has never travelled in the last 6 years said he will also join. But there were lot of things going around me where I had to take lot of life changing decisions in my life at that point in time. Everyone forced me to join, I really wanted to go but my situation wasn't favorable as I was reluctant due to the lot of things happening at the same time. Annie booked the tickets and said you come. Even after the travel was planned last day before the travel I couldn’t confirm cos I had couple of important meetings which I can't miss at that important junction which I have been waiting to happen for months. But some how I made up my mind and I decided I will travel for this prayer. As friends think this is the first time we all travelled again others after marriage this is the first time we all are travelling for the first time, Avi was there already in Naalumavadi. As soon as we started the journey there was some peace of mind, it was a total break for me to think of all whats happening and the things what I was going through. The 2 to 3 days was a life changing moment for me personally. I don't believe in places, God answers our prayers wherever we pray sincerely as He looks only our heart. But for me for that breakthrough to happen which have been waiting for couple of months, I was able to feel in the spirit that time itself its done. Each one of us where going through different things but it was a needed break and breakthrough for all of us. I learnt this for sure, over the last couple of years I have been trying to do lot of things putting lot of my time, energy, efforts, money my everything but I couldn't see anything happening. Though I had all the Trust in Him, somewere I was trying to do a bit relying on my strength, now I know the next phase of my life is Going to be the other way around, not relying a bit on me and its going to be 100% relying on Him alone. Exactly a month after, on the same date of this month prayer couple of things which I have been waiting for couple of months happened. I could see God clearly guiding and taking me completely away from my existing situation, people, surroundings which have been draining all these years and placing me in a complete new environment and preparing for breakthough and the things which I have been waiting for all these years. If Annie didn't plan for the prayer or pushed for that prayer, I don't think I would have gone or all of us would have gone for that prayer. It was indeed a greater blessing for all of us. I'm not sure who is reading this, if you are going through a tough phase in life and thinking there is no way around, God is ready to make that way for you in an unexpected way. Just surrender to Him no matter how far you have gone or how far you have failed, He will bring you closer and you will be able to see His strength and all the success you have been waiting for.